My blog has been mostly about our old micro farm, and I find I am at a loss for words to talk about my life without it. I don;t do much. I go to work, I come home. I read books, do a bit of loom knitting, and surf the internet. Not much of a life, eh? I am going to try and blog about cooking a bit in order to stretch my blogging muscles out. It’s hard to be excited about food when I can’t produce any of my own. I am going to be going almost entirely off the internet, as I spend too much time and energy roaming around on it, looking for signs of impending doom. Doom for me has become entirely personal, having gone through it recently. Occasionally, I feel like I can’t lose much more without going insane, but I know the creator has a plan for me, and the hard parts are the parts that are most needed. I pray nightly for patience and wisdom, and for the ability to cope with grace. Do far I’ve not done well on any front, but that is due to my own stubborn will, not to any neglect on the part of my creator. I can even SEE the reason all this is happening, but I still have a hard time with it. Shame on me, for not learning to be still and listen.
Well, this is my post for today, and I keep moving forward.